Realizing he was a member of a tangled (a favorite word of the author) group of transsexuals, James felt himself trapped in a conundrum of gender (he felt and considered himself female) versus sex (he was genotypically and phenotypically male). “To me gender is not physical at all but is altogether insubstantial; it is soul, perhaps, it is talent it is the essentialness of oneself” (p.25).  

After some fruitless interactions with the medical profession, Morris travels to Casablanca in the summer of 1972 to undergo sex-changing surgery and becomes Jan Morris. Unlike many if not most transsexuals, post-operatively Morris fared quite well emotionally and was quite happy with the change.  

Jan Morris’s writing is as humorous and eloquent as James Morris’s was. She describes how magazines like Rolling Stone, publishers like Random House, and thousands of readers have never cared what gender or sex was holding the pen; how life changed in clubs, restaurants, and in taxicabs, where Jan met the first man to kiss her, post surgery, “in a carnal way” (p.151). Morris records that “all I did was blush.” 

As the chronicle of one sensitive and highly literate man’s journey from manhood to womanhood, Conundrum offers much commentary on the states of mind of a transsexual, a highly polished writer undergoing the humoral, mental, emotional, and cultural changes of such surgery.  

Prior to surgery, Morris writes about feeling deprived of an identity: “I realize now that the chief cause of my disquiet was the fact that I had none. I was not to others what I was to myself. I did not conform to the dictionary’s definition–‘itself and not something else’ ” (p.40-41). All Morris wanted “was liberation, or reconciliation–to live as myself, to clothe myself in a more proper body, and achieve Identity at last” (p.104). It took courage but it was worth it and Conundrum reads like nothing more, and nothing less, than a successful odyssey of the sexual soul. 

Jan Morris died in 2020, aged 94. 

Jan Morris: Journalist, Historian, ‘Writer About Place’ – Faculty of English

Conundrum
Jan Morris 
New York Review of Books Classics, paperback 2006: 176 pages 
Originally published by Faber and Faber, London, 1974 

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Back when I was doing my internship at Pennsylvania Hospital, I was so surrounded by history I felt like I was working in a museum. Even the china we dined on in the hospital cafeteria sported the original historic pattern. And when we finished our training, a brass plaque with our names went up on the same wall as the plaques of our predecessors going back to the 18th century.

At the time, none of this was widely known. But fortunately, Pennsylvania Hospital now has an actual museum, open to the public just in time for the nation’s 250th anniversary. The Pennsylvania Hospital Museum is compact yet chock-full of art, architecture, artifacts, and documents, and has at once become a must-see destination in Philadelphia.

Although Bellevue Hospital has roots that go back to 1736, it started out as an almshouse. Pennsylvania Hospital was the first institution in the colonies founded specifically as a hospital, established in 1751 by Benjamin Franklin and Thomas Bond. The 1756 building housing the museum is a National Historic Landmark. Not only is it considered an important example of Georgian architecture, but its cornerstone even bears an inscription by Franklin referring to King George II.

The landscaped grounds are a serene oasis in the middle of Philadelphia’s Society Hill neighborhood and include a Physic Garden containing herbs and plants used for medicines in the 18th century.

As one enters the building, the first room encountered is the pharmacy, which remained in use until 1927 and now contains interactive displays. A fire engine purchased in 1803 sits in the foyer at the base of a grand staircase. After ascending to the second floor, visitors enter America’s first medical library, a handsome wood-paneled room containing more than 13,000 volumes from floor to ceiling, including one of the nation’s most complete collections of medical books published between 1750 and 1850.

The third floor houses the nation’s oldest surgical amphitheater. In the era before electricity, it was illuminated by skylight, so surgeries could only be performed on sunny days. (I must confess that we interns used to sneak into this room when on call. It was spooky in the middle of the night!)

For me, as a psychiatrist, the highlights of the museum were the exhibits on mental health. I have previously written in MedHum about Benjamin Rush, often called the father of American psychiatry, whose portrait is on view here. Rush served on the staff at Pennsylvania Hospital from 1783 until 1813 and was known for his groundbreaking and humane treatment of the mentally ill. Metal shackles once used as restraints are also on display, although hopefully they predated Rush’s tenure.

Another psychiatric pioneer whose portrait hangs in the museum is Thomas Story Kirkbride, who came to Pennsylvania Hospital for residency training in 1834. When the psychiatric wards exceeded capacity and a satellite facility was built on 101 acres in West Philadelphia, Kirkbride was named superintendent. His ideas about the layout and design of mental institutions became highly influential, leaving an imprint on hospitals throughout the country.

Initially called the Pennsylvania Asylum for the Insane, the new campus eventually became known as the Institute of Pennsylvania Hospital. I completed my residency training there, but over time it was no longer financially viable, and it closed in 1997.

How fascinating to learn that Francis Scott Key, of “The Star-Spangled Banner” fame, wrote a poem titled On Visiting the Pennsylvania Hospital. And to see 18th-century anatomical casts used for teaching at a time when formal dissection was illegal.

There is so much history in this museum that I could not absorb it all in one visit. With its addition, Philadelphia further demonstrates its role as the cradle of American medicine. Indeed, one would have to travel to London to find a larger assemblage of medical historical sites.

In one very busy day—or a more leisurely two-day trip—a visitor can now experience this museum, plus the College of Physicians of Philadelphia and its famous Mütter Museum, while also stopping to see The Gross Clinic by Thomas Eakins. (The painting alternates between the Philadelphia Museum of Art and the Pennsylvania Academy of the Fine Arts, but will spend 2026 at the latter.)

Bravo, Philadelphia!

Benjamin Rush:  Reflections from a Psychiatrist 

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A founding figure in American psychiatry, known for pioneering reforms, but also controversial for his treatments and complex contradictions in beliefs and practices.

For more information about the museum, visit Pennsylvania Hospital Museum.
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Frimbo is an admirable erudite, reminiscent of Sherlock Holmes, while the “closed room” scenario with a handful of characters evokes Agatha Christie. The writing is accessible, the rendering of Harlem accents remarkable, and the accurate references to state-of-the art forensic medicine, using anatomy and chemistry, are engaging. The conversations between Archer and Frimbo explore the nature of science, faith, and psychology. 

Some passages contain philosophical observations: ‘Pure faith in anything is mysticism. Our very faith in reason is a kind of mysticism’ (p. 214).  
 
Fisher was an African-American physician-author whose clever novel contains only African-American characters, including the physician and the detective. Specialized in radiology, he lived most of his life in Harlem, but he had studied medicine at Howard University. The author of many short stories and plays, he was also a gifted musician and composer. He at died at the age of 37 from an abdominal cancer attributed to his work with X-Rays.   

The Conjure-Man Dies: A Mystery Tale of Dark Harlem
Rudolph Fisher  

Miscellaneous Original edition 1932  
Publisher University of Michigan Press 
Place Published Ann Arbor MI 
Edition 1992 
Page Count 316 

A previous version of this review was published in the NYU Literature, Arts, and Medicine Database.   
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The nature of phantom limb pain has bedeviled amputees and bewildered physicians and surgeons for centuries; up to 87% of amputees experience it during their lifetime. Consistently effective treatments remain elusive. Biomedical texts on the subject are at once complex and speculative. Olga Tokarczuk, in her 2018 novel, Flights, imagines what phantom limb pain could be like for someone, and the desperate search for relief it can produce. 

Flights centers mostly on the narrator’s travels among different places and across different times. It comprises mostly packets of individual story vignettes and fragments; some short, some long; some fictional; some real, some both. And though many different stories are told with many different characters about many different subjects, something about travel connects them all.  

Certain preoccupations manifest themselves in various parts of the book. One in particular concerns the technical aspects of preserving human body parts, which comes into play in a story fragment involving phantom limb pain. The main character is Philip Verheyen, who is a real historical figure known as a renowned Flemish surgeon and anatomist of the late seventeenth and early eighteenth centuries, and as the author of Corporis humani anatomiae (1710).  

As Tokarczuk tells the story, Verheyen was twenty-eight-years old in 1676 during his second year of university in Leiden when he scraped his left calf on an exposed nail of the stairway leading to his rented lodgings. His pants were torn and his skin broken. Though the injury seemed minor at first, it evolved into a raging infection that later required below-the-knee amputation.  

With the care of his landlady, Verheyen recovered after which he was seen “tapping his peg over the uneven paving stones of Leiden,” to attend lectures on the subject of anatomy at the university medical center.” (p. 195) In a matter of a few weeks after the amputation, however, the pain started. 

The pains came at night as his body was relaxing and slipping across the uncertain boundary between waking and sleep…He would have the impression that his left leg was numb, and that he absolutely had to get it into the right position—he felt his toes tingling, an unpleasant sensation. He fidgeted, half conscious. He wanted to move his toes, but the unperformability of that movement awoke him completely. He would sit on the bed, tear the blanket off himself, and look at the aching place—it was some thirty centimeters below the knee, there over the rumbled sheet. He would close his eyes and try to scratch it, but he touched nothing, his fingers combed the void in despair, giving him no relief. (p. 203) 

In imagining how Verheyen could respond to his desperation for relief, Tokarczuk draws on his intense interest in preserving human body parts. Before the amputation, he begs the surgeon to “preserve the removed leg.” (p. 193) The surgeon followed Verheyen’s detailed instructions for preparing his amputated limb by placing it “in a glass vessel filled with a balm of Nantes brandy and black pepper.” (p. 193) Verheyen kept it “on his headboard or stretched scarily out on the table.” (p. 196) Eventually, he looks to it as a possible source of relief. 

Once, in a fit of despair, when the pain and itching were driving him mad, he stood and with trembling hands lit a candle. Hopping on one foot, he moved to the table the vessel with the cut-off leg [rested]…He extracted the limb and in the candlelight tried to locate in it the reason for the pain…He sat down on the floor, stretched his legs out before him, and laid the amputated limb on the place just below his left knee. He closed his eyes and groped for the painful place. His hand touched the cold piece of flesh—but could not reach the pain. (pp. 203-204) 

Verheyen’s maneuvers and observations did not provide him relief. With his medical training, he begins thinking about mechanisms that could be causing this excruciating and frustrating phenomenon. 

What is it that awakens me, when I feel pain and suffering, since my leg has been separated from me and is floating now in alcohol? There is nothing pinching it, no reason for its suffering, no such pain that can be logically justified, and yet it exists. Now I look at it and simultaneously feel in it, in the toes, unbearably hot, as though I were submerging it in hot water, and this experience is so real, so obvious, that if I were to shut my eyes, I would see in my own imagination the bucket of water overly heated and my own foot submerged from toes to ankle. I touch my bodily existing limb in the guise of a lump of preserved flesh—and I don’t feel it. I feel, meanwhile, something that does not exist, it is in a physical sense an empty place, there is nothing there that might give any sensation whatsoever. The thing that hurts does not exist. A phantom. Phantom pain. (p. 208)  

He comes up empty. 

Tokarczuk cannot imagine Verheyen would let the issue lie and accept it simply because he is without an anatomical or pathophysiological explanation. She knows that before he began his schooling in medicine, he was studying theology towards becoming a Catholic priest. In fact, in the book and in his real life, the amputation disqualified him from Catholic priesthood. So, Tokarczuk brings his theological training into thoughts he could have about this phenomenon that is torturing him from spiritual realms, and in this way leaving Verheyen to contemplate the mind / body relationship. He concludes, “The body is something absolutely mysterious.” (p. 209)  

It still is.  

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Alive: Our Bodies and the Richness and Brevity of Existence by Gabriel Weston 

Boston: David R. Godine, 2025, 304 pages 
ISBN 9781567928235 

The physician experience, medical history, motherhood, anatomy, and worries about her diseased mitral valve are tenderly sutured together by ENT surgeon Weston in her exploration of “the poetry of the body.” In thirteen chapters, she eloquently contemplates “the strange, unbridgeable gap that exists between the body science describes and the one each of us is living inside right this moment” (p194). In describing the anatomy of bones, brain, breasts, genitals, gut, heart, kidneys, liver, lungs, skin, and womb, Weston writes with a wit and intense curiosity reminiscent of popular science writer Mary Roach. But the book’s splendor arises from its attention to the art of doctoring. Weston notes how good physicians require a kind of “bifocal vision” that allows them to see the generalities of the human body but also the unique details of an individual patient. She extols empathy and elevates vulnerability: “We are not separable from those we care for, just as our strength is not separable from our vulnerability” (p263). Melding science and sentiment, mixing professional life with personal life, Weston enlivens anatomy and pays homage to the physician-patient relationship.  

The Land in Winter by Andrew Miller 

London: Sceptre, 2024, 384 pages 
ISBN 9781529354270 

Andrew Miller’s remarkable 1997 debut novel Ingenious Pain chronicles the complex life of an 18^th century highly skilled English doctor incapable of feeling pain. Twenty-seven years and many novels (Oxygen, Pure, The Optimists) later, Miller’s latest book spotlights a main character who also happens to be an English physician – but this flawed human being hurts (especially emotionally). Eric Parry is a 36-year-old country doctor having an extramarital affair with a married woman while his wife Irene is pregnant. Next door to their cottage is a farm owned by Bill Simmons and his pregnant wife Rita who suffers from mental illness and enjoys reading science fiction. It is winter (December, 1962 – January, 1963) and for a time the rural community is paralyzed by a brutal blizzard. Happy endings are in short supply here. One of the pregnant women has a miscarriage while sitting on the toilet. Characters get injured. Some patients die. Eric’s infidelity is exposed. Still, compassion and empathy occasionally sprout amidst the bleakness and the cold. Irene is cognizant that her husband’s work is hard as he “had to deal with people’s suffering all day” (p55). Eric excels at examining patients with a manner that “calmed” them. Secrets, loneliness, belonging, complicated personal relationships, and poor decision-making are essential elements of the plot. The story asks readers to contemplate whether virtuousness is a necessary requirement to be a “good doctor.” 

Doc or Quack: Science and Anti-Science in Modern Medicine by Sander L. Gilman 

London: Reaktion Books, 2025, 320 pages 
ISBN 9781836390152 

Bloodletting and purging (“heroic medicine”) employed for a wide array of diseases. Laetrile (a chemical present in apricot seeds) used for treating cancer. Hydroxychloroquine and Ivermectin prescribed for COVID-19. Spanning centuries, the list of wacky, ineffective, and sometimes dangerous remedies for illness is quite lengthy. In this standout history of scientific medicine from the mid-19^th century to the present, Gilman navigates “the ever-shifting boundary between good medicine and quackery” (p15). He reviews the rise of allopathic medicine that resulted from “following the science” as discovery and knowledge migrated from the laboratory to the bedside. He writes about the model of the physician-healer, the placebo effect (along with the morality of deception), superstitions (of both doctors and patients), and the faddish nature of medical practice. Gilman is rightly concerned about physicians experiencing burnout and patients feeling disconnected from their doctors in truncated office visits. He wonders if empathy and efficacy can coexist in contemporary healthcare. Three “case studies” are presented: peptic ulcer disease, the development of ophthalmic surgery, and acupuncture for back pain. A thoughtful study of historically “good” and “bad” medicine and the occasional blurring between the two. 

Additional recommended books published in 2025: 

The Mind Electric: A Neurologist on the Strangeness and Wonder of Our Brains
by Pria Anand 

The Age of Diagnosis: How Our Obsession with Medical Labels Is Making Us Sicker
by Suzanne O’Sullivan 

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